its just the way it is
we hold to things really tight
when we are forced to let them go
we always want them back in a different way
when we know that cant be so
dreams last the longest
when they are hard to reach
and the lessons we learn the most from
are the ones we usually teach
the grass is greenest on the other side
and the truth we preach
is the one we usually abide
we hold to things things close in a storm
when most likely it will blow away
but then we neglect to forget mothers day
or your own daughters birthday
we are always looking for something back
when perspective is something we lack
we always complain about something
when we actually arent doing nothing
we expect people to give us a break
when our mind is something we forget to take
i dont no why we go through this but
i guess its just the way it is.
dont tell me
life is not fair
yeah that saying is right
always trying to figure out a way to escape
this hell hole we call earth
the tears the dying the the pain
and you wonder why people go insane
if you ask that idiotic questions like that
you obvioulsly dont live or breath the same air i do
the whole earth makes me feel so blue
people getting shot having aids and no secutrity
dont tell me everything is ok because its not
open your eyes and dont be suprised to see what i see
dont tell me that you dont see anything
because if your eyes are open you will speechless
to know what i see so dont tell me
love
love is definetly a word that comes and goes
but do people know how to show it of course not
look around at how america is
yeah united we stand no we dont
love is a word that should be shown
it can not be said unless backed up with true meaning
anyone can say i love you and not mean it
there is one great love called jesus christ
if you dont no him then you never loved anyone
because his love is so great you will never understand the meaning
the extent of how it is to love someone if you dont have him
so the next time you say i love you
make sure you think about those words
L.O.V.E
gods way
there is a road
that always will be open
but its a choice to go through
even if your not saved
god already paid
your ticket to heaven
he is always there to show that he cares about you
depending on fickle human flesh compared to god
dont ever do because he loves you
there is no love compared to him
when your down he picks you up
puts you above higher then you will ever be
first you got to except him and then you will see
why im generally so happy
you are not there
i turn to you always
but your phone is still ringing
i always have the line open
but there still is no dial tone
you just left me like i was some crap
that my feelings didnt matter at all
why did you do that
i will still be waiting for you
when your ready to come back i will be waiting
i need you so much what im going to do
i been going nuts ever since i lost you
come back to me jackie come back
mirror mirror on the wall
every day i think about how i am
and how i can actually still look at myself in the mirror
when i look into a mirror and see myself
i see a deeper rage and passion and anger
wanting to come out and over flow
i dont see jackie i see just blob of grayness
of pain that i been through of hurt that i have created
towards myself all these marks that i see
oh were did they come from
no they couldnt have come from me
remember im jackie
the happiest, people pleasing do everything anyone says person
the one who bows down over people that she wants to be like
dont even know who she is jackie dont go to far
i have to go to far my cord is gone that attaches me to
the desires of this crappy earth
i have not returned yet and probably wont
but you lucky im still her
mirror mirror on the wall who is lost of them all
its jackie
why change
i wonder why people change
no one ever stay the same
but i guess everything would be plane
sometimes people say you changed
some people say change is good
i thought so too
until you changed and turned your back on me
why people change
i guess there not happy with themselves
or it makes life more interesting
so why change
more coming soon promise!!
